User Profile

Male, 16, It's complicated TM

Interested In: Friends

Hometown: Death City

Company: Sick and Dying Records Company

Schools(Other): Dying Institute for the Heartbroken, Military School for the Injured

Occupation: lover and gullible was its trade

Affiliations: sororities and underground societies

Hobbies and Interests: silence, darkness, lonliness, music, love, SHARKS and VHS( beta-max Factor!!)

Favorite Books: Drowning Lessons, I'll Freeze You in Hell

Favorite Movies: The Heart in: Intensive Torture, Short Time for Living, You Were My Cause-of-Death

Favorite Music: Death March, Funeral Song

Favorite TV Shows: Kill You Yourself, Hospital for Dying Hearts

Zodiac Sign: Libra

About Me:
i now live in a very complicated world... too many questions of existence... too short is the time. Never was a chance to ask about love...for it was the question no one asks aloud... because its reality that hurts so much...

my love already has someone but someone doesn't like her...
and the line has already someone new...
nothing was left but their dusts behind... and that was what they have left me to keep.

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Sa tuwing ang puso koy nahuhulog, laging may kasamang patalim at unti-untin nitong aagawin ang buhay ng puso ko... bakit kaya laging masakit ang paghulog ko? Pagod na akong mahulog at tiisin ang talim na tumutusok sa puso ko!!! Kailan ko mararanasan na may sasalo saking paghulog at ililigtas sa mga patalim? Ako ngayon ay nagdurusa sa sakit dahil nahulog nanaman ako! Ayaw mo ba akong saluhin? Dumudugo na ako masakit na mahal kasi kita

emo 0_o
-the pain and the sorrow are always there...
how does FRERARD feel? *sigh* happy lovers...


i want to meet... MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE! rock more...\m/ I still support FRERARD...

I like writing poems and turning them to songs...

I love music so much...

I am not afraid of painful death if I die for my country and for the one I love...

I always try to fit in for no one tries to understand...

I like to work alone than to have company with those you don't speak of...

being with people is a great risk for doing moves which could forever damage your unhappy heart...

There is always pain when friendship comes in...

If I tell you one inch about me, you'll say I'm lying...

If I tell you two inches more, you'll say how frustrating my life would be...

If I continue to tell you three inches more, you'll regret our friendship and wished we never met...

If I add four more inches, you'll push me away without me finishing my life's ten inches, and make me suffocate under the cold moon to witness my death...

I play the piano, the organ, the guitar, the ukulele, the drums, flute, xylophone, percussions...

I play the organ in our Church...

I'm in a band called METRICAL HORROR...

I am an officer and a member of the Children's Choir in our Parish...

I teach children how to sing but I lost my voice in an accident and my real voice was gone...

I grew up with a very religous family...

I spend most of my time in the Church...

I don't take illegal drugs...

I drink...

I don't smoke...

I am a good person...

I've been bullied in school...

I feel, I CARE, but evreyone sees me as something else...

when I'm at home, i always hear painful words...

my parents were never proud of what I do...

I tried to show what I can be but there was nothing to be claimed...

I leave home and do something else instead of admittimg I've sinned too much...

no one learns things the way I do, for my words are not a contemplation but a mark of revenge... for I'll take back what they've got from me when the right time comes...

I am always discriminated...

I always have defeat without even knowing my own weakness...

I fell down without me knowing i sank in a deep, blue sea... i never realized i died in my own tears...

I learn to trust for I am strong but my angst exposits sadness within my own strength...

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